Today 24th~ A few day more will be is me and baby derhx 1st month unnivesery...
This few day is shag die for me.. $2000 from now to 18th december.. Have phone bill need to pay, smoke, eat, go pub.. wth.. i scare sia.. scare not enough to find my lovest and cuttest baby.. Hais.. All i wish is that everyday at least baby can concentrate wif me on phone just a 30 min will be enough.. Yeah i know baby everyday work 12 hour will be very tired.. but if cannot talk very late at least euu can miss call me say euu now free right? why must wait till 10 then i call euu then say euu free.. I anytime also can talk wann.. just that i thought euu no time wad.. Hais.. Euu tired i also tired wad... When eu told me euu were going to no money, and how i wish that i can send many many to euu and spent.. How i wish euu can don work and euu wont so tired.. so euu will care me more like the time euu at singapore.. Hais.. Euu can spent money to call back singapore just to settle taiji~ But when i msg euu, your reply to me is just reply very expensive ahh~, anything call me okay? For euu is nth, for me is just a very normal frenz answering.. Baby, i not blaming euu, is just that i also wann euu to be care me more a little bit.. Hais.. I miss euu i love euu i need euu i wann euu is more than euu know, more then euu understad baby.. Now we finally break record.. 1 day 1 call, 10 sec done our calling.. I don know wann to laugh or wann to cry, seriously.... Sometime i have thing to tell euu, share wif euu, just like a normal couple.. But once euu pick up my phone call,and talk to me in 5 sec the pattern, already have a word inside my heart.. " Baby today is going to tell me she is tired, she will miss call me once she is free, and she going to sleep and answer me back she love me too..." This is hurt man even thought i know baby is really very tired and she love me too.. Yeah.. I just wann to be a normal person just like a normal guy is happily wif his gf even thought they is being a very far part.. *SIGH*
Today is just stress wif my worker about money, i think going to find another job as a midnight job, so that have enough time to earn $2000.. And today go home late so baby wait till i call her then, yeah~ same topic, baby tired, go sleep bah, tmr then chat, bye, goodnight love euu, love euu too.. Then next day, same, wait for baby derhx miss call for whole afternoon, then no call.. then night go home, wait for 10, then call baby, then she will tell me she tired, talk without 15 min, okay~ good night baby, i going to sleep, today many thing to do.. tired.. night, love euu, love euu 2.. kup.. Agn and agn derhx thi9ng happen.. i wondering baby will care me like how she care her best frenz anot..

anw night bah..